knowledge is power, power over knowledge

what?

sometimes for unknow reasons, insignificant events turn into unknown turning points. like when you wake up and you litterly say "what happened last night?" that triggers a slew of thoughts into your head leading you with an end result of, i need to stop drinking. atleast thats how it usually goes for me. now, there's been many of these nights before, obviously years of these nights before, but for some reason, this time, you think "i'm over this" and take some self time to mend. i believe this time is crucial and neccessary for everyones self growth as a whole, if not, would that be considered de-evolution? to not progress with a natural flow of change? anways... i do this ever so often, keeps me sane and adventurous, if you will. so along with the full change in diet, commitment to excersize and daily routine of being bad ass, i decided to investigate my skull a bit and re-enroll in school, finally getting that fucking stupid nagging ball in motion. leaving me here, an application confirmation number, a bowl of home made sorbet looking at school supplies on officemax.com. fight me, i'm excited. also my future plans of drinking look bleek. although matt did just ask me what my 4th plans were and i replied with "getting fuckin hammered drunk," i believe its just a reflex.

this was nothing worth 2 minutes of time, but you did it anyways. sorry.
hopefully wit overrides all....